I don't talk about it. I have made my peace with it. I had a baby boy and he didn't get to stay. He was with me almost 20 weeks and then on October 21, 2010 our sweet baby boy went to heaven. Today is third Birthday of our angel. Sweet baby boy I haven't forgotten you, I carry you in my heart and I know you look over us. (especially your little sister Harper) I like to imagine you are her personal guardian angel- and that you hand picked her to be here and stay with us when you were unable to. This is just one day that I let myself be sad about it. I will always be sad I didn't get to know you, but I loved you, and I won't forget.
When I was wheeled off of the labor and delivery floor and my arms ached from the emptiness of them, a nurse gave me a small smooth glass blue stone. That stone is always with me, just like you. xoxo
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